"My past relationship was a nightmare.I always imagined love as pure and unconditional.But, that guy made me feel the opposite. When my Papa told me he is not the one, I fought with him. But, he kicked me into depression.
It was 14th September, 2017.I got a pop-up on Instagram, "Rajesh Sahoo tagged you in a post".He was one of my classmates. Till that date, I had talked to him only once. I cannot live without cooking and maybe that made him talk to me. He appreciated me for my cooking skills and I felt acknowledged. However, I didn't have a good impression of him because of his hairstyle, specifically. But, I realized that his hairstyle didn't matter and that I had found someone with whom I could talk my heart out. In a matter of days, he had a special place in my heart.
One day, while returning from college, I told him how I felt. I closed my eyes and quickly said "I love you".After, dropping me home, I asked for a reply and he said that he loved me too, but it seemed fake.I called him soon after and got to know that it wasn't real.
I got to know that he liked someone else. I never forced him to love me back. But, it was also tough for me to behave like friends. Everyone started talking ill of me because they thought I was faking my love for him and that it was just a simple infatuation. But, when he doubted on the same thing, I was beyond hurt.
After that phase, we tried becoming friends and we did. He helped me through my depression. Then, he developed feelings for me. He didn't tell it, but I felt it and on his birthday, when I asked him openly, he agreed to it. I was ecstatic. He never made me feel unwanted even when I'm annoying and moody. My parents love him more than I do. He completes me!" - Amrita Sahu.
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